So I have my first boyfriend! :) He's great...and yes- It's him- Ryan Gagnon- my crush of one whole year in two days, asked me to be his girlfriend a couple days ago. He is so cute about it, he immediately made a relationship request on facebook and now all my friends are asking who he is and where he lives and Ooo and Ahhs. lol. I feel like I don't compliment him enough tho- I try to, but he is always complimenting me on everyhting...he always says Im "cut and hotttt" and says his friends are jealous and that he misses me, and All I ever seem to do is compliment him back, I need to start complimenting him on my own, becasue he most definatly deserves it :) A lot of my friends think im crazy when they find out that im dating someone from states away...but i just don't fel like its a bad or crazy thing. I havent find anyone else that fills the whole in my heart like he does. I mean, Im not saying Im in love, but It really feels like hes just the perfect boyfriend for me, hes everything i need, want, and more :) I know he likes me for me...the me I want people to see me as. Not a pretty outgoing girl with a big butt, But instead a sweet pretty girl who is "Catholic to the maxx" and "different from other girls," becasue of that reason. That means so much to me that he see THAT part of me! :) I talked to him for a hour and a half tonight- it felt like less then half an hour tho :) Im just so happy right now, and have really thought this through over and over again, there is no reason i shouldnt date him even if he does live forever away, becasue I think if God didnt want me to say yes, then I would have gotten over him by now. I kept asking God why I couldnt get over him and just move onto someone else...this must be why! :) So thank you God, Thank you for Ryan, thank you for making me his Girlfriend, and Thank you for the life you have given me! :)